how fucking annoying they are
no i dont want to have sex didnt i just meet you today?
no im not sending you any naked pictures
for the 2nd time no im sending any naked pictures
again no im not sending any naked pictures
LISTEN FUCK FACE ASK ME AGAIN I’LL FEED YOU YOUR BALLS THREW A BENDY STRAW.
uughhhh im on that single/solo trip for now tho
question:what do you when the person you vent to and love more then anyone else isnt there anymore?
a bestfriend isnt something you can just make happen
and as mad as you get at them and as much as you may wayy oush them infront of car
they not replaceable
you cant find someone else who will listen to all your stupid secrets
and not tell anyone
or deal with your bitchy personality
or even when you feel so ugly and like you dont deserve to be loved, and cry like some pathetic bitch
they grab you hold you and tell you everything will be okay.
a boyfriend.
for me is very replaceable
i’ve had one that i truely loved
even tho i’ve told many others i loved them
but they said it first
and i knew they didnt mean it
so i thought that if they could lie why cant i
or how do you even truely know what love is
people say you never truely stop loveing someone
but i stopped loveing him a while ago
but somedays even tho i havent talked to you
im posotive they my heart is still in your hands
rather you treat it well or not
i stayed home again today
fell asleep on chair
and just my luck when i woke up bride wars was on
you instintly popped into my mind
i know i did wrong. and that shit with your mom she proly hates me to. so we proly could never be friends.
but if it helps i love you
p.s. i have never cried so hard on bride wars:’)
no this isnt about some guy who broke my heart
or made me cry, broke me down, like i had nothing to live for anymore
gave me such a special kind of love, everytime his name is mentioned i float of the ground
but also gave me such a real kind of hurt, i felt like killing my self
i felt like he had taken my heart and my breath when he left,
no this isnt about him
its about something else
someone else
its about me



